Artist statement for the Final project

Jonathan Crary’s essay 24/7 addresses the problems of capitalism that is restless and wastes everything. 24/7 symbolizes the intention of the endless consumption, human's desire, and control to human’s ability. On the other hand, there is sleep as a symbol of the nature that is in harmony with human's life in the essay. Jonathan Crary shows us how important sleep is to humans as many examples of sleeplessness research through his whole essay. Sleep provides to people another energy source like food. Sleep could mean to people the rest or recharge. Sleep that we need shows human is influenced by the ecosystem. The desires of humans have been substituted other things, yet sleep still remains that can’t be replaced. That means sleep cannot match with 24/7 universe that sleep has no necessity or inevitability.
Today, people have used the night time because they could control the light after the Industrial Revolution. This has brought many impacts to people. The history of lighting in the Chapter ǀ shows that urban street light by 1880s gave people safety from dangers at night and the economic benefit of many activities. The light at night means that people could work extended hours and produce more goods. However, we couldn’t answer the question as if people’s life is improved by the results of the decrease in sleep hours. Sleep can’t be eliminated but it can be wrecked and it gives us bad influence when we tried to remove it.
Why do I think that sleep is important? Sleep gives me new energy. Without sleep, I make mistakes easily and make wrong decisions. I have experienced that sleep can’t recover it several times when I sleep less for doing an urgent thing even if I sleep more later. In addition, I realized while I raise my children. Their behaviors were not right when they sleep less. They threw a tantrum without a reason. They had caught a cold easily. We have to spend more time and energy if we sleep less.
On the top of that, Jonathan Crary stressed the importance of dreams in his essay. People have dreams while they sleep. The average person has three to five dreams per night. Many people in the modern world don’t believe their dreams connect to their inner life and they think that dreams consist of meaningless images and contents in their present life. However, many scholars have insisted and researched that dreams may have to mean for inner growth toward super-ego that people want to be perfect as a whole creature. They focused on the way to find to ‘inner growth’ or ‘self-understanding’ of people and that is the observation of the dream. I totally agree with their opinions and find one of the solutions from the dream as the recovery of people from widespread materialism. I have worked with my dreams as a theme for a long time.
The 4th chapter of the article brought the importance of the dream. As I mentioned earlier, I believe that my dream reflects my consciousness to connect self- understanding.
Fish in my work in this semester are also the same situation. Several years ago, my brother came and told me that he ate a fish and the taste was like beef in my dream. I really wondered about the meaning of the dream after I woke up. Two weeks later, I got a call from my father, and he said my brother has fallen and he was diagnosed with leukemia. The dream symbolized the warning of the loss of my brother. One year later, he has passed away. Because of the dream, fish is unpleasant but a warning sign to me. In fact, a fish in the dream is normally a good meaning for people. In dreams, a big fish is swimming in clean water, it promises new discoveries, achievements, good luck or profit.
However, as a mother, I worry when I feed fish to my children. Fish maybe not a good food in these days. We know fish is healthy for our body but these days, fish is harmful because it is contaminated by pollution. Maybe, this situation that we can't eat fish influences my consciousness eating fish is dangerous. I can't explain exactly the reason. Moreover, I don't know how my dream told about my brother's condition even I have lived in the U.S.A. which is far from Korea where he was and why fish came into my dreams.
Maybe may consciousness wants to tell me that eating fish is harmful these days. I thought it warns me that be aware in your life and it tells me that keep thinking what is important. After I read this essay, I drew several images. I wanted to draw some fish figures but I don't know how to connect the images into my work before reading the article. I was really pleased that I could make the image that I want. I printed and painted about fish in the dream. I tried to express that we, human want to control nature, including sleep, as the sun in the box or a cage. But we are dying inside in spiritual like fish of skeleton. As an artist, I wish that many people have an opportunity to have the interest in their dream after they appreciate my work and they keep trying to understand their inner growth out of the influence of 24/7 universe.